Being Honest...

Honestly I love to post new entry today..

But I have no idea at all...........

SO SORRY MY BELOVED BLOG,

I'll keep on engaged with you starting tomorrow as I LOVE U SO!

BAHASA IBUNDA

" Buka puasa di luar nak ? - mesej diterima jam 1700pm

  Maksud luar di sini, ialah berbuka di restoran atau

  yang rarely saya lakukan selain berbuka di living hall rumah kos rendah saya..

  Usually saya bersama housemate tercinta hanya menikmati nikmat berbuka 

  sambil menonton "EMBUN MUTIARA"..

  Its sound crispy, tapi saya berfikir sejenak..

  venue berbuka paling enak dan paling budjet di SP ... -----> DI MANA YA?

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SEPERTI TIDAK JADI SAHAJA .... ;((

Still Remember .. always

why... should I still remember..
Im whispered to my ownself?
why, should it end so sooner..
why..

please remember us on that time..
please remember me as am being yours before..
ohhh please don't you ever forget the memories..
please don't you fall down everythings..

PLEASE REMEMBER ;((

Confession of A Broken Heart ;(

" IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE, SET HIM / HER FREE,

IF HE/SHE COMES BACK TO YOU...

SHE / HE IS ALWAYS YOURS,

IF SHE / HE IGNORE YOU,

YOU TWO NEVER MEANT TO BE TOGETHER "

RAMADHAN

HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIM,

- SEE NO EVIL
- TALK NO EVIL

 

Technical Assistant Electrical Power Department

Its been ages since I haven't update any enty in my blog.

My life turn upside down, stumbling up and down.

I became my own worst eager not to continue on adapting

with my new designation entitle as TECHNICAL ASSISTANT

for the Electrical Power Department.

Well, a bit intro about why am so annoying yet not so happy

with my new job as am from the IT background.

Yes, am involving in a big new project using a LINUX command,

and suddenly I've prompt to work with new, challenging job scope.

I"M ZERO knowledge about everything, I've pushing myself like a robot

who has to work multitask regarding at utmost everything need to be asap.

Am not happy, am not strong enough as before ..

A few people who close to my heart said :

" We climb the ledder of success wrong by wrong my dear,

   the fruits of it will sooner meet u"

- Aisyah Zaharudin

" To be strong in the world, is through learning from zero to hero"

- Kak Haz 

" When u've giving a new, challenging task its mean that they see

ur potential inside kakak, thus learn from the mistakes and u can win ! "

 

- my beloved parents.

" Don't push urself too much, you can do it my dear.

 I know that you're capable to face the task and do your very best "

- my beloved amor.

I close my eyes, praying from the bottom of my broken heart,

YA ALLAH, GIVE ME STRENGTH TO HANDLE THIS TEST - Amin

QOUTE

 " Envy eats away inside u. 

   It makes u always want more,

   but never keeps u satisfied  .. 

   Be happy with what you have and envy won't

   ever enter your door "

  - Genevieve Sambhi -

 ( tapi saya envy kan kawan-kawan saya yang muka cun without any probs.

   muka saya sangatlah sensitif dan problem. saya juga envy nak kurussss )

QUOTE

" Knowledge belong to the world "

- En. Kamal Harmoni Kamal Ariff
my former IT hardcore geeks, trainer and boss

QUOTE

Inspiration is wonderful when it happens, but the writer must develop an approach for
the rest of the time

- Leonard Bernstein

The Cute Babies Ever

( comel sangat, comelllllllllllllllllllllllllllll )

( This is cutie younger Afifah and Camilia ... Cute kan?? Macam nak gigit- gigit je )

( this my lovely cutie niece Nur Camilia at the age 3 months I guess )

( Ini baby retired ( marron color ) yang dulunya cute amat juga. HAHAHAHAHA )

( Ini adik I, Afifah dan Naurah Nasirah serta Naurah Shibrah ( sibling ) )

Refer to the title, I would love to reveal all the cuties babies that which I love 'em to be mine... Hehehe

( Eii,berangan tinggi-tinggi macam dah kahwin and pregnant ja. Tapi I memang suka cute babies )

Does Running Effectively Help in You Keeping Fit ?

Running or jogging is a type of cardiovascular exercise that involves the use of large muscles such as the thigh muscles, calves, etc., and also resulted in an increase in heart rate.

Running will help increase the efficiency of the cardiovascular system, which consists of the heart, blood and blood vessels. Can not be denied, running will help improve the fitness, and help maintain optimum health levels.

In terms of weight management, is running effectively can burn fat and lose weight?

As a beginning, activities such as running requires energy and this energy is obtained from dietary sources (which is converted to energy by the function body). For those who are obese or who suffer from weight, the expectation is to do running and jogging activities, sources of energy will come from the burning of excess fat. Excess fat is stored fat in the abdomen, thighs, arms and chin.

In theory, the fat is burned will be smaller and will reduce levels of body fat.
The effect of this is a reduction in body weight.

However, this does not necessarily occur.

For those who are doing activities that strengthen the muscles (not necessarily go to the gym but just enough to lift moderately heavy dumbbell and so on. Activities of this activity can be done at home,such as run a continuous exercise will cause the system to switch to a muscular body (the weak) to decompose the sources of energy for a weak muscle is more convenient.

Muscles are important sources of protein metabolism process, which works to repair and reinstate the cells in the body. Protein in muscle, if degraded to forms of energy, will result in smaller muscles and thus reducing metobolisme. Negative effects will appear as a decline in the rate of metabolism, the body's ability to burn fat will be stunted.

In addition, a phenomenon that is seen by those who are jogging or doing other cardiovascular activities are, they suffered heavy losses when the exercise is ongoing, but when they cease to do so, their weight began to rise again .. In fact, some experienced a sharp increase in body weight until a new weight more severe than the previous.

There are two reasons for this phenomenon. The first is as described earlier, which caused the loss of muscle which in turn reduce the rate of metabolism.

The second reason is, 'weight' of the lost is water, which is an important component in the body and not fat as ever. It is important to know that water is an essential element that functions to provide oxygen in the metabolism and burning fat.

So, what is the solution for those who want to lose weight?

First, adequate protection should be given to the muscle cells of exercise-related exercises that strengthen muscles. If you participate in sports club or gym is an expensive option, make a little investment to buy a pair of dumbbell, and bench exercises (bench) that can be used to perform muscle exercises. All are available at a price less than RM500.

With the increase and strengthen the muscle cell, you will reduce the tendency of the body to decompose the protein in the muscles as an energy source, but instead will burn excess stored fat in the abdomen, thighs, shoulders, arms and so forth. You'll put yourself on the right track to solve the weight problem.

In addition, exercise increases muscle cells which in turn increases the metabolic rate. The study found that the increase in muscle weight of 0.5 kg will help the body burn excess calories by 50 calories a day.

Remember, this metabolic process occurs all the time no matter when you are sleeping, eating, sleeping, watching movie or work. The only difference is speed. If you managed to increase your metabolism, by controlling your diet and training continues, believe me, your efforts to see the new weight will bear fruit.

*** HAPPY TRYING!! AS AM GOING TO REDUCE MINE EITHER ***

5 Ways to Reduce Your Weight

1. Control diet

Sound is often and easily heard, but very difficult in practice. This is because many people think, control of eating means to stop hunger can bring harm to the body. In fact, proper diet is to consume a balanced nutrition and nurien needed by the body. Never once was 'diet' of hunger, because the body will suffer.

2. Reduce intake of carbohydrates


Foods high in carbohydrates such as bread, rice and essential if one is active because the carbohydrates needed to generate and supply energy for daily activities. However, if you more time spent with the office works, excess carbohydrates into energy and will not otherwise be turned into fat and stored as a 'spare tire' in the stomach, thighs, arms and under the chin.

3. Start 'communicating' with good fats

Not all fat is bad and fat, but fat as a key element in the balance of nutrients. Which fats are harmful fats in foods such as chicken and beef beefy, palm oil, margarine, cheese and fast food can increase the risk of heart attack if taken in excessive.

While the source of fatty foods that are good as olive oil, fish oil, peanut butter, avocado fruit and foods containing omega 3, such as eggs.

4. Exercise / sports

Allow approximately 15 minutes to exercise, exercise or play sports three times a week. Which type of exercise that is recommended is the muscle training exercises such as weight lifting, push-ups and other exercises using weights. This activity will stimulate the generation of muscle will increase metabolism which in turn will burn excess fat in the body.

If you are a woman, do not alarmed by the risk of too much muscle from weight lifting activities. This is because muscle size depends on the ability of the body to produce testoren and women have the ability to only approximately one eighth of the men.

5. Take adequate protein

When you exercise, you actually 'harm' and destructive muscle cells. These cells would then respond with muscle repair and improve the muscle. This process requires a lot of protein. Among the best sources of protein are chicken breast, tuna fish, egg white and sardines.

# this entry is based on my reading ..

Longing him is my melody ...

The days goes by, am longing him as much as I can't resist..
Tons of works which shall complete, never been as smooth as either be..
Ohhh sorry. I lost my mind once in a blue moon and I reveal the skeleton
in the closet.. Hahahaha,has ayone can read my GAGA mind..

Ohh I missed him badly ;((

SONNET #10

by: William Shakespeare

OR shame, deny that thou bear'st love to any

Who for thyself art so unprovident:

Grant, if thou wilt, thou art beloved of many,

But that thou none lov'st is most evident;

For thou art so possessed with murd'rous hate

That 'gainst thyself thou stick'st not to conspire,

Seeking that beauteous roof to ruinate

Which to repair should be thy chief desire.

O, change thy thought, that I may change my mind;

Shall hate be fairer lodged than gentle love?

Be as thy presence is, gracious and kind,

Or to thyself at least kind-hearted prove:

Make thee another self for love of me,

That beauty still may live in thine or thee.

QOUTE

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life,

the word is LOVE

- Anonymous

Lusting Over.

I'm addicted to watch Iron Man 2, even without the presence of my boo. Thus I shall call it,
girls night outs with my collegeus. Yes, yes .. Am no doubt about it, thus I've booked the tickets
@ Cineplex Village Mall.. HEHEHEHE

QOUTE

" If you don't have the passion, change "

-Lauren Hutton

Avoid This 5 Ruinner in Your Relationship

Recently most of couples do break up for thousand of reasons.
However, you may be doing this 5 things to sabotage your relationship onto a crush.
This entry here again based on my reading from Kaboodle.com and I admit that some
of the point is perfectly true as am doing the same mistake either.
Instead of steering toward failure, you can increase your chances for
a long-term love affair by avoiding these common self-destructive practices.

1. Frequently disappointed by your partner's gifts or gestures.
2. You focus on his fault.
3. You're too available or have drastically changed your routine for him.
4. You've stopped getting glam for your dates...ever
5. You discuss your relationship too much.

If we briefly look up for the pinpoint, have you ever come cross onto this situation where
your partner gift for you may down fall far away from your taste. Hes latest fashion or taste
may be consequently out, but do thankful for the effort of giving. And don't put a high
expectation from his gift-giving, let the romantic spontaneous gestures comes naturally.

A solid relationship is not about verbally beating his flaws out of him any more than it is about him expecting you to change into his “dream girl.” Plus Mr. Right neither can't be perfect but far away from it. The secret is to learn to love even the things you hate about him—or at least recognize that they are to be embraced as part of the gloriously imperfect packages. People often said " is must have giving and taking" in a relationship as a backbone
to growth your relationship.

Absence really does make the heart grow fonder. Plus, maintaining your own identity and routine lets him know you that while you want him in your life, you don’t need him—independence and confidence never stops being attractive. Strongly advised here,
even with a tiny change you've made, it may cause you and him onto a crush.

"Beauty is pain ", but I believe that if we always appear fresh good looking and glam for partner
worth it !! You may want him to remember you with the sweetest smile and of course your
self-grooming may influent him to dress up for you. HIHIHI

( I pernah bersiap bagai nak rak, siap put on the eye liner lagi tapi bf I buat bodoh tak puji pun =( )

Once you’ve moved past the casual dating stage to full-on coupled om, it might be tempting to talk about your relationship more. Beware of discussing the ins and outs of your courtship, asking repeatedly if he is “OK” or obsessing on your relationship’s rough edges. Not to say you shouldn’t have an open communication, but make sure you’re living in the moment and keeping things fun and light on a regular basis. After all, you get what you focus on

Online Shopping

( First time tue I buat online purchased.. Hihihhi )

It a humid and sunny morning today and I'm totally excited upon it is my first time doing the online shopping from ShawlQueen. Hehehe.. Yeahh, maybe I'm the only one who just starts
to adapt myself with this method of shopping. It's kinda blend of feeling that how's it looks like
the shawl I've purchased and first of all I can't wait until the shawl reach in front of my door.

Honestly,apart from that a bit of my hesitation keep on playing over my head. Hahaha.
Furthermore this is my 1st time to purchase via online but,due to time constraint I feel
lucky enough when I can purchased the item virtually and with not much of waiting plus
its really time budget if you don't have time to do shopping.

The method is simple, you may just purchased your favorite items from the various range
of virtual shop available according your shopping lust.
U made an order via filling up the purchase form or U may booked the item first.
Then once u reach the account no from the shopper,made the payment via Maybank2u,
CimbClicks or Pay Pall.
Lastly, U have not to worry too much as soon your purchased items will reach your front door.
It's simply easy and simple right?

Soooo,don't waste your time. Lets do online shopping !!!
HEHEHEHEHE =))

Touching at Heart, Cries the Tears...

Its been a hectic circumstance last night, when I'm accompanied my boo for his final
shopping on the needy stuff he required regarding his job training at KL.
We went off to TESCO for the better choices and of course as the price is much much
lower than any place can offer you.

***seperti agak ragu-ragu sahaja nak promote Tesco nih... hahahahha ***

Besides, am had a chance to buy my favorite egg tarts at the King's Confectionery.
I also bought him, his favorite loaf of tuna bread.. hihihi
The crowded people took us at utmost an hour before we can park ours car.
What a busy shopping day for them, am mumbling as I've noticed that it was almost
9.30 pm and why is it still there a lots of people..


( actually kami lapar tahap dewa, jadi berlaku behavior seperti agak tidak berpuas hati
dengan keadaan manusia yang ramai dan perlu queue panjang untuk membayar dan kaunter
yang open hanya 2,3 kerat.. haishhh )

I can saw your frowning and its been so many times you've keep on remind me,
that help you out with the shopping list...
And yes, everything done and its now the moment for you to leave.
I'm glad that I'm managed to pin point the necessary and what items should he bought and lend my hand carrying the stuffs,when he erratically need my help..
Hey U.. I heart my bf to pieces lols... hahahahha

( poyo la I,tolong bf shopping pun nak heboh.. hehe )

After the hectic and express shopping trip, we had ours dinner and again its our
chilling out time relaxing at HOTMAS .. Trust me, the food never ruined my appetite
so far for the time being. But somehow, last night my guy did complained that his chicken chop
was quiet oily as he almost bloff off everything out.. Poor him for not ordered the right
grilled black-pepper chicken instead chicken chop my dear.. Hihihihi..

Along the way back home, am not much talking as am usually being labeling Mrs Talkative
among his collageus. As far as I remembered that, am pondering what should I do when he's
no longer here. Opps, its not that am fully dependency on him but most of my quality times
is with him till the presence time. And I being poked by him when am almost like in my own world, making castle on the cloud.. ***hermmm**** He asked me why am I looked pretty bad
awkward rather than I used to be.
Me answered,

" I nak macam mana u pergi, macam tu la u balik nanti.. I juga kalau boleh U tidak akan pernah lupa I juga family U di sini "

when suddenly am cried like a baby on his shoulder...

Without hesitated, he grab my hand and with his trodden voice whispered to me..

" I pergi kerja,I pergi dengan Panjang and Abg K. I tetap akan jadi I macam mana u start kenal and jadi gf I. Thus, u shall no need to even think that am going to forget U. U are in my heart all the time...... "

Later,we reached in front of my house. I bid him goodbye and went straight to sleep
after all.. I tried to close my eyelids and pray for the good sake in ours relationship...
U really know my needy conscience, sayang...

If It's Been Stated I'm Yours, I'll Be Yours...

Ketika Cinta Bertasbih
by Melly Goeslow ft Amee

Bertuturlah cinta
Mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabda Mu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih
Mengutus hati ini
Kusandarkan hidup dan matiku pada Mu

Bisikkan doaku
Dalam butiran tasbih
Kupanjatkan pintaku pada Mu Maha Cinta
Sudah di ubun-ubun cinta mengusik resah
Tak bisa kupaksa walau hatiku menjerit

Ketika cinta bertasbih,nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku, merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud sukur pada Mu atas segala cinta

" We only can set the plan properly according whats we want,

However, the Almighty ALLAH decided it all for us "

Busy Bee

Today is my busy bee day..
Sorry my dear blog, I promise you that I'll sooner update u as possible as I have the time..
Its involve in posting the lovely pictures of me
and my amor during ours final heart-to heart days ...

Till then, I HEART YOU ALL GUYS ..

Raining

What a breezing air outside when the rain is pouring down..
It such a wonderful and amazing scenery to see a couple sharing in one umbrella.
It such a comforting day for me when its raining and feels like my eyelids wanna close a
bit a bit and a bit more closer... HIHIHIHI

( bukan apa yang I excited sangat, SP ni panas sangat jadi bila hujan I sangat-sangat suka )

" I LOVE THE RAIN ***bukan Rain actor yang famous tue yer*** SO MUCH but pleaseeee,
if its raining cats and dogs I much prefer to hide under my warm blanket as Im scared of it..

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

upside down

" We'll never be apart, as long as i shall breathing .. I'll be yours "

QOUTE

"Love is a temporary madness.
It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides.
And when it subsides you have to make a decision.
You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part.
Because this is what love is.
Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement,
it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion.
That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
Your mother and I had it,
we had roots that grew towards each other underground,
and
when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

-St. Augustine

QOUTE

" The flower that blooms in adversity
is the most rare and beautiful "






History tells

9 Things in Happy Couple Conversation Should Have

This entry originally based on my reading by ;
dating editor Denise Ngo for YourTango.com

A recent study published in Psychological Science says that people are happier when they spend more time discussing meaningful topics than engaging in small talk.

Seventy-nine college students had their conversations recorded and analyzed by researchers, who distinguished between chit-chat about the food or the weather and discussions about philosophy, education, or religion.

Subjects who reported the greatest amount of satisfaction spent only 10 percent of their conversation on small talk, while the unhappiest subjects kept 28.3 percent of their talking time in the shallow end.

Neither myself and my guy, we often had an arguing about many things such as the stupid,
simple matter on where we should have ours dinner tonight?
On the other half of that, I've noticed we both going silent now days and this unhealthy circumstances hence headache, heart-broken feeling and a sour face embrace all the incident.
Believe me,that am afraid that this situation may trigger us down and I don't want this
relationship meet the end.
Thus, I'm searching on every method and ways to bring joy moment every time we date and
what should I talk with my amor.

Among the scores of substantive topics people discuss, the conclusion come up with nine that I believe we should relish during heart-to-hearts:

• Embarrassing moment
  

The horrifying stories never meant to embrace you, but I believe that we should
be really honest with ours partner. Don't be afraid to broach the subject of your high
school "ugliest secrets" worthy moments that occurred. Reveal the truth will lead to
never ending relationship

( hope so ~ Amin sebab I sayang sangat dekat kekasih hati I )

• Political viewpoint

Sometimes yes, we don't really agree with both other monthly expenses.
Need no worried, the more you guys discuss the extra value of him/her you'll know.
However, a good relationship allows both parties to discuss their own philosophies without
taking the opposition personally.

( betul, I pun kadang-kadang suka compare-compare tentang kami yang sebenarnya
tak elok pun .... menyesal sangat !!! )

• Fears and insecurities

What skeletons are in your closet? Speak out your fear and do share your lust addicted too.
In being vulnerable, you risk judgment but most importantly your chance being understood.
My biggest fear now is how am going to deal with LDR's and I admit that the insecure feeling
inside me always had me tough about all the negative values.... Hermmmm.

• Childhood

What your character as a kid? Did she/he easily make friend? Childhood memories made
fun for your conversation. It lead you to what you become now.

( I patut tnya dia lebih zaman-zaman dia kanak-kanak dulu macam ni.. hihihi )

• Past relationship

This is the touchy one to remember back the past spouting sonnets about an ex.
Maybe sometomes they still longing for each other. My advise is try to skip this part.

( don't talk about the past, it will ruin your day. I tidak mahu lagi ingat !!! )

• Family life

Knowing a person's upbringing and relationship with his/her parents is vitally paramount to
understand his/her attitude towards his/her family. And I believe that my amor is a good,
independent son for his parents.

( bf I orang Kampung Chemara dekat Jeniang, KDH yer. I memang suka style dia dan kampung life ! )

• Current events
  

Thanks to overflows of information,it's nearly impossible to get up-to-date without
your partner busy bee role as your closer informer. Hihihi, and for me my partner is
the one who always being updated of the current issues from my part. =))

( bf I sekarang sibuk bercakap pasal bola )

• TV and movies

Compare to the politic and personal fears, entertainment sound pretty swallow but somehow
you'll get an idea what your couple die hard fan for indeed of get jealousy with their secret actor/
actress admire..

( bf I senang, dia peminat Arsenal and Cesc.. Dia pula suka tengok thriller movie )

• The future

It a MUST to talk with your partner. You should know about his/her goals, dreams and
inspiration rather that burden 'em with the marriage question that can be nerve-wracking.
Hahahahaaha, I would clarify here that I wanna tie the know with Mohamad Nor the sooner
as possible if we got the green light.

( tipuuu je, bila umur 28 or 29... Hihihihi =D )

QOUTE

" GREAT minds talk about

IDEAS;

SMALL minds talk about

PEOPLE "

by Eleanor Roosevelt


and


" DIRTY minds criticizing about

ATTITUDE "

by Aynie Ahmad

WEIRDO..

Am wondering why am like this and am not like you or him or her or anyone else could it be,
in this real world. The answers is simple, it is because everyone is unique and it may reflect you with your own persona to cheer others and how you interpreted with this human scenario..

Me, myself and I obviously different from anyone else. There shall be have only one cute Aynie.

( Ehh, suka hati I la nak cakap diri sendiri cute. Ni blog I, jadi ikut suka I la. )

You may notice the huge differentiate Aynie from all the human being that exist in this world.
Do not doubt about the reviliellion because am the potato cough who prefer lingering in my own safe area but I have many friends and love befriend to anyone. I loves to day-dreaming a lots on marrying MY BUSUKKK and eager to adapt my skills on cooking the tip top cuisine.
I love yellow color damn munchies and my tag line before was " YELLOWMAKESMECRAZEECAUSA " during my primary time and it was tremendously amazing moments with my schoolmates .
Frankly speak also, I am chubby boom boom with a big stomach, pimples on my chubby cheek,
got an oily super duper sensitive face problems but I love it strongly enough you could ever
imagine because I am fair enough without any whitening product...

HIHIHI ( ini ialah sedikit angkat bakul yer )

Am neither not too tall or short. Plus am wearing all my mom's oldest courtesy of 'baju kurung',
'baju kebaya' and all my secondary 'buju kurung' which still fit the big size of me.
Thus, acknowledge my poor old fashion attire and my social retarded problem if it may interrupting your life... Hihihihi. My worse ever weakness is am can't distinguish where is 'right'
and 'left' when am giving the direction to you. So please refer to my hand meanwhile listening
to my 'ala-ala' tour guide direction. My left hand got the black marks due to the sprain incident on the netball practice when I was on 10, its not my birth mark ok?

HAHAHAHA, yes I am unique and am appreciate myself. And from the bottom of my heart
I LOVE BEING ME. Exclusively me for being weird and also with the other extra expertise shall be reveal soon..

( But pernah tak you guys diberitahu yang dalam dunia ini akan ada 6 lagi clone muka sebijik macam kita.. Pernah tak ? I pernah,even people may sometimes thought that am someone else and called me Cik Syarifah)



" Deep down inside, I am grateful as am still breathing and manage to get what I want for my life.

May Allah blessed me and show me the right path enduring this adventures circle of life until am able to

redeem all the mistakes am commit all this while,until I affordable to sent my parents for performing HAJI

and until every cents of my debt is settle down ~ Amin "

Believe in your own self potential and don't be shy to spread up your talent.


I'm not golden for sure but I'm platinum ....

DOUBLE STANDARD !

" Eh,dia tu siapa? Sesuka hati saja nak datang K*I**MEC wearing that kind of attire.
Don't we have the standardize uniform and attire code to obey during we're here ??"
Somehow, do excuses the rules and exception made for pregnant student.

My boiling point reach the maximum level when my adrenalin could not control my
anger anymore. I'm really pissed off with some of the individual with the narrow-minded
thinking. They talked and walked and criticizing and think all the way they like.

My point of view,is where is the justice for all the workers here. I mean at my workplace,
there's always a pop out issues about "DOUBLE STANDARD"..
What your specialty actually?
Ohhh no, luckily no so other kind of bribe things happened here.
Why ? Why? Why ?

Please someone,anyone don't just pretend like nothing happen here..

INCREMENT FOR ALL TOWARDS GLORIOUS EXCELLENT WORK

( tiba-tiba I merepek entah apa la untuk entry ini... )

My favourite tunes

TIGER LILY by Matchboox Romance

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go)
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i ('cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i ('cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse. (any worse)
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words
'cause i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse

Khutub Khanah

Well have anyone ever heard the word "Khutub Khanah" ?
Trust me it has the meaning, which all of us never thought about it..

Hihihi.. ohh common common anyone who can correctly guess it..

( Hihihi.. bestnya I rasa dapat buat ala-ala twisted puzzle punya soalan )


FYI, 'khutub khanah' is library .. This old word is being used by ours
ancestor to called library in their era.

Another one 'isme' is another word for idealism. Am shy to pledge this,
but am just recover it from En. Hamidon and Kak Marya.. Credit to 'em
for increasing my knowledge.

( bertuahnya diri di kelilingi orang-orang cerdik pandai.. =)) )

Its kinda weird but its true, OK..

Hihihi.. that's the new vocab for today.

Nur Camilia Damia bt Mohd Muniff

( this is Camilia latest pix with Mak Su - her bestfriend )

( ignore yer background belakang yang agak messy itu )


( sekarang dah di panggil Kakak, mommy dia pragnent )



Recently I missed my niece to death .. My last visit to meet her was on
last month when I've scheduled on gather the new list book quotation at
Kuala Lumpur Book Fair '10..

Camilia, mak ngah promise you that I'll make myself much freedom and
available during my next visit, OK? We shall eating ours favourite ice cream like before
and I shall accompany you to the pool OK? And lets munch the bar of choc together too!!!
Thus, we shall sing a song together and I can listen to your sweet voice
asking me this and that.. And you'll start telling me your princess, Barnie and
your Mickey Mouse character..

Well, you just 4 years old but your English vocabulary is much,much more
better than me..
Well even with your brogue 'Bahasa Melayu', you able to sing the song from the
Indonesian drama series Bila Cinta Bertasbih and the ch-achy song from Aliff
OIAM .. " please, please kamu jangan nakal " always tingle me and the rest till
all of us giggle..

Ohhh, how I missed you, your mommy and daddy as well..

( Kuala Lumpur, bilakah I akan menjengah ke sana lagi ?? )

The Art of Loving

" Hopes that my heart will be like a blossom grooming each time I'm missing him "

LDR's

Last night, you've text-ing me said that you got the TM job offer .
You stated below on your sms ;

" You, TM called I.. I dah dapat kerja TM tue..
I have to take the offer letter on 20th and my
confirm the entitled via 3rd of May..

Then a macam regular procedure, I kena pergi
training dulu.. After that baru tahu dekat mana
I kena posting.. Hope dapat tidak jauh dari you "


And am truly happy for him. At least he got what he desired
since he applied for the job.

However did I once again can face this long distance relationship
obstacles over again... I closed my eyes and start to pray for the good and also prepare myself for the worse ever happened..

( dulu I bercinta long distance juga, bagai nak rak almost 4 years and lastly I kena dumped gara-gara cinta dia beralih arah )

Either me or him, we don't want this to ever occur in ours relationship..
Distances gonna be ours biggest barrier, but somehow we still do can talk
and text-ing each other like we used to.. After this, the word MISSING HIM
shall be my best pillow mate and day of routine task to perform.

Well,


" Hey there blue sky and the darkness night with the twinkling stars...
Hey you there, my wish that could you please look for him while we are
apart.. While we are lonely, don't ever lets this tears fall down ..
Hey you there, telling me that he'll always in pink of health..
Hey you there, let him always be mine ~ Amin "

.................................

HEART Matters

HAVE YOU TAKEN ?

Deep inside my inner voice keep on wondering whether am qualified enough to be
loved by someone.. hihiihiii

( dalam hati tu sebenarnya I memang la nak ada steady boyfriend kan atau I dah ada)

Respond to that hot question ? " U dah ada bf ? " I'll simply reply by node my head or,
" Yeah, am someone girlfriend. " Hihi.. This question really had me a goosebumps for
the past few years before and even until now days.
Well,its a pleasure when u got yourself a steady boyfriend by your side.
Am agree that a steady bf for me is my place for everything to share my thought,
my hardship in life or even to ask him the stupid question " U sayang I tak? "

I believe that each of us desired to be happy no matter with whom it might be but for
uncertain circumstance, you may face a loooooooooooooooooooong way to meet your
MR/MRs RIGHT. Keep on searching my friends,the one you want might be just right
beside you and you don't realize his/her presence.
Thus, keep on praying for your luck in this challenging soul-mate hunt.. hehehehe.

And for me, I've find mine and I do really hope that I'll tie the knot with him.
And for me, am pray that this relationship may be blessed by my parents and the
Almighty ALLAH as well~ Amin.
And for me, am being grateful as he love me with unconditionally the way I am with
not much of arguments.
And for me, am being honestly thanks to him for brighten my numb day and to ease
my pain and sorrow.
And for me, am always blushing when he looks at me with his sparkle eyes and with
his cute face smiling at me when I talked to him.
And for me, am always ask him for apologize as am always scolded him for no reasons
or when am meet my boiling point to pop but he always just smiling back at me.
And for me that often erratic with my own choices, he will tell me the right answer and let
me stay calm from all of my hectic mind.
And I will love him back through the worst of times and to have faith in ours strength as
a couple.
And I will never give up on ours relationship and compromise myself for him either ...


and for "him", if you read this .. Yes, I LOVE YOU ..

boredom ??

WHAT A BORED DAY TODAY ??


Today I don't seem to talk too much,
I have a headache and its a numb day for
the rest of my day today...

SO SORRY DEAR MYSELF, am pissed off ..

QOUTE

" Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life worth while.

So when you are LONELY, remember it's true ;

Somebody somewhere is thinking of you "

( K. Blackburn )

beauty is subjective

I just would like to share this new product for those who really-really concern of their face..
Hihihi .. ( padahal I pun koboi je tidak tahu jaga muka I ) This is the new approach on the
cosmetic field to come out with a new product " SLEEPING MASK ".

Actually,I've watching a Chinese TV program on one fine evening when I've prompt with this
new enhanced technology which I guess many women out there already used this product
except me.. Hahahaha.. This sleeping mask is a similar like the other moisturizing cream that
will help in giving us the fine texture, supple, smooth and even softer face's skin..
( jadi marilah kita mencuba produk ini yer, if tidak berkesan saya tidak bersalah )

Method of use :

- Apply on face and neck right after your last step complete routine of cleansing, toner and
moisturizing your face. ( sebelum tidur yer, nama pun sleeping mask )

- Have no prefix time to wash/rinse off which mean can be wear upon you are sleeping
until the next morning.

- Used 2 to 3 times per week. ( jangan overdoes,nanti jadi lain I tidak bertanggungjawab )
- For more details do consult your beautician ok?? hihihihi

Advantages of use :

• Restore skin’s moisture
• Nice, Pleasant Fragrance
• Lighten Pores
• Skin becomes smoother
• Convenient as reduce the wrinkle.
  
• Immediate absorption as it is in the form of water gel and sometimes like a
  lotion depend on the product you are using.
• Help in giving you a quality sleep time as it has the sleep scent that will comfort you.

QOUTE

" One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life,
that word is LOVE "

( Unknown )

Isn't the RIGHT,final decision ??

Tomorrow night I actually go to the F1 at Sepang International Circuit witnessing Micheal Schumacher and the rest of the top world racer.. Tapi apakan daya nasib badan,am having
a bad bad very bad high fever +++ irritating tongue ulcers, annoying flu and yes it wont
be so much excitement when am in this unwell condition.

Hermmmmm, a very deep inside am crying pretty bad. I won't be regretting so much if I have to pay for the ticket.. Tapi kawan-kawan ticket nie sponsored by Dato Mohzani Tun Mahathir lagi,and it been stated " Dato Mohzani Guest " either. Plus I've informed that
we've giving a grand stand sit for it.. Arghhhhh, DO FORGIVE ME IF YOU'LL SEE ME FROWNING and MY FACE NOT GLOWING LIKE USUAL.

Ohhh no,what should I do ??

I rasa ralat when the others staff showing their face expression on how much they are
really want to go and how much they are thankful to Dato for this FREE F1 TICKET..
Oh I dah ambil duit untuk transportation itu balik, but my heart keep on crying as I do
wanna go there badly..

Hermmm,and a very BIG question mark leave me while amposting this post.
And did I made a very wise decision indeed ?? ;( ;(

BOY, rest in peace ;(

Just now, I've received a phone call from mama said that BOY leave me forever.
Its been really pathetic for me to hear such a sad story with my unwell self-condition.
Its a hit and run tragedy and BOY dead and am really frustrated with that
criminal who KILLED my lovely cat..

BOY,am gonna missed you badly..
BOY, you're my best friend before and now you're gone..

BOY
Date of death : April 1st 2010
Venue : Taman Bukit Mas, Taiping.
Cause of death : hit and run.

Canker Sores eats my days..

Hello everyone and sorry that am seem not in a good mood..
Oh ya, referring to the entitled above, canker sores a.k.a ulcers or mouth oral been
eating my entire weeks and its been likely I've cursed to this ulcers.

Ya, saya tidak tipu kalian.. Almost every week I'll suffering this traumatic condition when this
unpleasant mouth oral being attacked me badly. Recently, I can't drink properly, I missed the
taste of delicious meal, my great big smile and also I've forget how talkative I am when I can
speak what I want to deliver. Kawan-kawan, sakitnya ulser ini begitu azab sekali..
Yer,saya tidak bohong begitu juga lidah saya ini..

Oh,FYI this canker sores is at my tongue..
Every inch beside,on and below my tongue..
( bukan dekat lips saya ya, and everytime I pushed myself to eat.. There were tears on
my face too ;(( )

Thus, am keep wondering what is my fault??
Saya rasa saya sudah mempraktikan the formal and standardize way of the oral hygiene.
For an example,I'll brush my teeth 3 times the min per day and after that I'll gargling with
yellow,original LISTERINE ( I suka yang Orange,tapi maybe time nak beli tue sudah habis )
Plus, after meal pun saya akan berkumur dengan LISTERINE juga.
Mama cakap mulut saya pecah sebab kurang minum air masak,but surprising me that
my tumbler is likely approximately 1.5 l ok.. Itu yang saya pelik,air dalam badan saya
ni sudah melebihi had which need me to frequently date with MR. TOILET.




What is Canker Sores?

Canker sores or mouth ulcers ( stomatitis ) are small erosions in the
lining of the oral cavity or tongue. It usually come with a package as when u
being infected by canker sores,you also will have a high fever like me ;((

Causes :

• immune system malfunction.
• eating rough foods.
• menstrual period ( macam logik la, I tgh P*eriod ni )
• food allergies.
• deficiency of nutrients like zinc,iron,folic acid and Vitamin B12.
• trauma ? ( I trauma ke makan laici kang? )
• bacteria infections ( aduii, LISTERINE da xfunction ke? )
• Gastrointestinal tract related diseases .. ermm saya xpaham la.
• Hormonal disorder ( betul,saya lately suka marah si dia.. sorry )

Remedies :

• rinse mouth with aloe juice.
• put some alum/Colgate/Bonjela/backing powder on the infected area
• put honey / margerine also can on the canker sores area.
• rinse mouth with plum juice.
• eat fresh papaya, chew papaya leaves.
• eat foods rich in Vits B such as whole grain/green leafy vegetables.
• eat yogurt daily ( nie I suka )

Avoids :

• coffee, citrus fruits like lemon, spices food ( ini lah kegemaran i taw )
• chips,wafers and nuts ( benda-benda keras nie, sakitt xboleh kunyah pun )
• salty foods, oily foods and animal protein.

Suggestions :

Eat/chew simultaneously.
Brush teeth regularly after meal ( I akan practise bawak berus dan ubat gigi kemana-mana )
application of ice eases the pain caused by canker sores tapi I dah try and lastly end up
I dapat sort throat pula..

I think thats all for today.. I guess that I should go to the clinic again...
Poor lil Aynie

QUOTE

ENVY eats away inside you.

It makes you always want more but never keeps
you satisfied.

Be HAPPY with what you have and envy won't
ever enter your door...

( GENEVIEVE SAMBHI )